Rewind rewind.

Things will never be that way ever again.

But for now, we can only hope they will be better.

Its friday.

WOOOH

=B3at=

Its just one of those songs that appeared somewhere in the day that i feel...

makes sense.

Dmaj7
Wake up kids
Cmaj7
We've got the dreamers disease
Dmaj7
Age fourteen
Cmaj7
We got you down on your knees
Dmaj7
So polite
Cmaj7 G Asus A
You're busy still saying please
Dmaj7
Frienemies
Cmaj7
Who when you're down ain't your friend
Dmaj7
Every night
Cmaj7
We smash their Mercedes Benz
Dmaj7
First we run
Cmaj7 G Asus A
And then we laugh till we cry


CHORUS:

F# Bm A
But when the night is falling
G D E
And you cannot find the light (light)
F# Bm A
If you feel your dreams are dying
E
Hold tight
A
You've got the music in you
D
Don't let go
Asus A
You've got the music in you
F#m
One dance left
Bm A
This world is gonna pull through
D
Don't give up
Asus A
You've got a reason to live
F#m Bm A G C G
Can't forget we only get what we give


Dmaj7
Four a.m.
Cmaj7
We ran a miracle mile
Dmaj7
We're flat broke
Cmaj7
But hey we do it in style
Dmaj7
The bad rich
Cmaj7 G Asus A
God's flying in for your trial

F# Bm A
But when the night is falling
G D E
And you cannot find a friend (friend)
F# Bm A
You feel your dream is breaking
E
Just mend
A
You got the music in you
D
Don't let go
Asus A
You got the music in you
F#
One dance left
Bm A
This world is gonna pull through
D
Don't give up
Asus A
You've got a reason to live
F#m Bm A G C G
Can't forget we only get what we give


Dmaj7 Cmaj7 G
This whole damn world can fall apart
Dmaj Cmaj7 G
You'll be ok follow your heart
Dmaj7 Cmaj7 G
You're in harms way I'm right behind
Dmaj7 G A G
Now say you're mine
A
You've got the music in you
D
Don't let go
Asus A
You got the music in you
F#
One dance left
Bm A
This world is gonna pull through
D
Don't give up
Asus A
You've got a reason to live
F#m Bm A
Can't forget we only get what we give
D
Don't let go
Asus A
I feel the music in you
F#m Bm A
Don't let go
D Asus A
Fly
F# Bm A
High
D Asus A
What's real
F# Bm A
Can't die
D Asus A
You only get what you give
F#m Bm A
You're gonna get what you give
D Asus A
(Don't give up) Just dont be afraid to
F#m Bm A
leave
D
Health insurance rip off lying
Asus A
Fda big bankers buying
F#m
Fake computer crashes dining
Bm A
Cloning while they're multiplying
D
Fashion shoots with Beck and Hanson
Asus A
Courtney Love and Marilyn Manson
F#m
You're all fakes - run to your mansions
Bm A
Come around we'll kick your ass in
D Asus A
Don't let go
F#m Bm A
One dance left
D Asus A
Don't give up
F#m Bm A
Can't forget


it hasnt been going all that well. i may have lost it for a bit. but i will hang on. i have to.

For hopes of a better future,
Ryan.

I just had to.

<3

$17.50

i no longer have to fear her going overseas.

i had a great day today, kinda. wish i had more time.
but that was the most expensive beer ive ever bought.

im not buying kilkenny again, ill stick to my erdingers.

=B3at=
now i fear orientation boys.

My hands are shaking

from carrying this torch,

hello everyone, its been awhile.
i guess i cant really blog in the army because they have rules against that.

but thats okay.
im in the navy now.

but im still bound by those blogging rules.

so i guess ill play safe.

But i guess ill have to find some sort of outlet. sometime.

need to rush my stuff for book in timing!

gah.

i miss everyone badly.
i miss you.
i hate to go back in.

thanks for an amazing t-shirt and weekend,
i had a great time <3

=B3at=
carrying this torch, for you <3

Yup. okay tml.

ill go in tml.

have to wake up at 4. to reach tampines at 5:30.
then take a train to boonlay, by 6:30.

then take a bus to SAFTI by 7 -8. whatever that means.

maybe its all a trick, maybe we have to be there by 7, and we hang in push-up position all the way until 8 or until everyone comes in.

OH NO.
MAYBE IM JUST PARANOID.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

===============

in other news:
mission done,
the egg has been laid.
we now just have to wait for the eagle to return to the nest.

wait. for awhile.

Well.
Did my shopping today, got another notebook, hope it will last =)
ill write, and come up with some sort of novel by the end of my army life.

=B3at=
8 more days! please be safe!

601 days to ORD. 071110.

Posted.

im going to be one of these guys.
"SPION!"

=B3at=
see you in 4 weeks time i guess.
i love you, please be safe.

Up in the sky.

Cheesetellations, just like the cinnamon on my pant leg more than a year ago.

in reflex, i slid out my phone to report my arrival at home, but i wished and i wished.
i wish and i wish.
I read, i read, and then i wished there was more to read.
i read, and i remember all that which happened, so much to hold, so much to remember.
i read and i dont want this feeling to leave,
but i dont think youd want me to wallow in this self-pity and missing you too long.

The little things that matter to me, and the little things that matter to you,
the little things that matter to us, i cherish deeply, and will remember for long times to come.
Maybe naive, but sure as sure can be, i dont think ill ever be able to be with anyone else.

Just you.
Just you.
Just you.

i press the button tightly, hoping that its rays will reach you quickly,
hoping that you will feel my hand upon yours.
hope, hope, hope.

Even when you were around, that was all i did, but same difference, no?

im so silly.
the way things like that strike me deep, but not in a bad way,
and i long for another kiss, another embrace.
sappy and love-poemy it might sound,
a thought is objective to the person thinking it.

What can i say?
What can i say indeed.


Please be safe.
i love you.
=B3at=

i had a great week.
i wish for so many things.
i wish for the moon.
i dont reveal much on a blog i guess.

Trix ARE for kids.

After eating a plate full, im buzzing.

Bzzzzzzzzzzz.

in other news, The Last Remnant (Square Enix) is giving me a nice new-car-smell feeling like the one i got when i played Granado Espada closed beta. its pretty, and you dont know what the heck youre doing.

=B3at=
im going to miss you a whole lot.
please be safe.